Weekend Update in short

Friday

I went to the best beach party I’ve ever been to, had a blast, met a lot of people & grabbed my guy’s ass when I drunk & then hid behind my new friend.

Saturday

I enjoyed an entire day at the beach. He was there too for the most part of the day. Saw a fortune teller & she said to not overthink things & just have fun & be playful when it comes to current love life. She also said the decision is all mine since I already have this person – that it was just up to me to say yes or no & lead the way.

Sunday Funday

I arrived late at the party but it was absolutely happening when I got there. Quickly caught up on drinking, met new people & got some free drinks. He was there too. At first he appeared to be having fun but later was more chill, dunno why.

As for me, I was on another level. The entire evening was lit for me & even my body was burning with crazy wild fire of desire for him, as he stood a few feet away from me. We pretend we don’t know each other there. And I absolutely love the secrecy.

I don’t know why I’m feeling amazing right now, but this Sun in Leo phase is defo affecting me for the better. Looking forward to my long holiday starting next week & of course as always the weekend.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ex Lover Update

Saturday I went to the beach bar & my ex lover guy wasn’t there. I noticed that my Saturday was different without him. His friend, who is my friend again, who also fancies me, asked me what was going on between us & if we are still seeing each other & all that. I told him that we weren’t together for months now, but the way he was responding back, his gestures & replies just told me that they have been discussing me together. He also asked me about other guys & told me that he saw me make out with that 1 guy that 1 Saturday. He also asked me if I slept with that guy (again I dunno if he is asking for himself or for his friend) & of course I said that nothing happened between us besides that kissing session that 1 Saturday.

Saturday afternoon was just weird vibes & a lot of people, the regulars weren’t there, and the music wasn’t great. It was this monotonous repetitive sounds and beats that didn’t have much life to it, so of course my energy was down a bit. Luckily my guy friends came over there & I chilled with them for a bit & we all enjoyed a drink & talked.

Later after they left, I got a bit bored & got ready to go to the Music Festival for some awesome House music. When I got there, I saw my guy & was pretty happy to find him there. He said hi to me. His friend was there too now. We walked over together to my ex lover’s table and some of his close guy friends I hadn’t met yet were there too. Now things got a bit weird, because his friend said something like “your ex boyfriend is here (pointing at my guy) and your new boyfriend is here” he meant himself, as a joke of course coz they do that apparently, but it wasn’t funny & since I didn’t know the guys at the table, I didn’t want to to make any comments.

Neither one of us denied that he was my ex. But thing got even more weird when his friend said that I was his girlfriend, as a joke again. My guy’s reaction wasn’t good. He raised his voice & said “YOUR GIRLFRIEND?” & repeated it again, and as he was saying this you could tell that he was a bit pissed off & wasn’t happy about it. I’m not sure how he didn’t get that this was of course just a joke, especially since his friend told me that he always does that to him with girls he goes out with. I said something like “guys please just stop” coz it was embarrassing & didn’t make me look god regardless if it was true or not. You see I don’t screw the crew – I have a code: Pick 1 guy & all his friends & co-workers are off limits. We talked about this before & I told him about it. I then walked off with his friend & told him that I didn’t like that & because I saw my guy looking our way I gestured with my hands too so he knows I wasn’t happy about what just went down.

Anyways the Music Festival was a blast & I had a great time there. On Sunday he was at the beach bar and I saw him look my way & I looked away, but then looked back at him & he was still looking at me, so I looked at him too. It was one of those ok I’m interested in this person again a bit sort of looks for both of us. Sunday was a bit weird for me but it was still fun. I somehow managed to get a new love interest, not on my side, but a guy interested in me that I’m totally not interested in.

On Monday night I had a giant glass of red wine & texted him late in the evening saying that we should have fun again sometime. On Tuesday since I didn’t get a morning reply, I was starting to think that I won’t get one & that was ok too. Just as I completely moved on from it, I got his text at lunch break from him that he would like that too. This made me excited which is nice. This time around it’s just the icing on my cake, whereas before he was my cake. So I think things will be different for me now since I’m already happy. I am very much looking forward to seeing him again. I think we will have a lot of fun together. Stay tuned for more 🙂

 

Thursday Night

Last night I had a glass of red again & unlike Wednesday night I did not text my ex lover. As usual he liked a bunch of my Instagram pics (weekly thing) that usually happens on Monday morning around 9am or Tuesday at the latest, but this week was different. He is either very busy with work or a new person in his life or both.

It’s F R I D A Y & I’m excited for this weekend! Tomorrow morning I have a 10am workout class to go to, then swimming, lunch (at the beach) more swimming & then a music festival with my friends and I’m not sure yet but I might even go to the after party. Just gonna go with the flow & if the flow is good, I continue.

Sunday Funday again beach & music festival – should be fun!

Wishing everyone a very happy & fun weekend ahead! XOXO

 

 

 

In Love with Saturdays

This past Saturday was a blast! I had 1 hell of a time at the beach bar party with my friends. Saturdays have become the highlight of my week as Sunday Funday starts pretty late & I can’t stay out late as I wake up early for work Monday morning.

So I narrowed it down to just 1 guy & I don’t want to do anything about it because I like him. The other 1 I just see as a friend. And then this new guy has been driving me crazy & making me angry coz he just shows up there without even texting me… I think he thought we were in a relationship so I had to text him saying I love my single life way too much & don’t wanna change that. He played it cool & said he just wants to go out on dates and have fun, and I said I already have someone, so I think he will leave me alone now. – Relief!

So now I’m very single and nothing has been happening apart from a couple of shared kisses with 2 guys I’m absolutely not interested in. One of them was the above new guy & the other was some new German guy I met. Luckily he’s out of the country for 2 weeks so I won’t see him. There was another accent guy, we just exchanged numbers, absolutely nothing happened, and he has been texting me a lot too.

Not to self: Stop telling guys they have cool accents, coz they take it very wrong. They think you are instantly in love with them. No more of that!

I’m very much looking forward to this upcoming weekend and my full day at the beach this Saturday.

I have been working out every day, completed 1 month & I gotta say I’m exhausted because I’m not getting enough sleep. I gotta work on fixing that. Would like 8 hours every night if possible. I’ve been very busy lately too which makes the time fly by fast.

The irony is during winter I was complaining to my friends of lack of love life and now it’s crazy, I feel overwhelmed and want to be left alone most of the time. But 1 of my close friends said just enjoy it! So I will make the best of it. Relax and enjoy – Looking forward to the weekend XOXO

 

 

 

14/30 Done

Ok, so after this Thursday is over, I will have 2 weeks completed of the No Contact Rule & I think that’s pretty great. I do not intend to contact him at any point soon, sticking to 30 days.

With my ongoing daily workouts by the time I get to Thursday & Friday, I feel like it’s Monday. I have completed almost 4 weeks of daily workouts & I don’t intend to stop this at any point soon. I am a completely different person, crazy happy every day.

I have a really fun weekend coming up so I’m really looking forward to it. Will skip going out tomorrow night & be out all day Saturday & Sunday.

I like 2 guys right now, both Leos, but I’m 100% not looking for a relationship. I have realized this very recently, that I like my freedom way too much. The new guy texted me about going out for drinks tonight a couple of days ago, but I told him I’m only going out this weekend.

What Now?

Oh man, what a weekend! I don’t know where to start so I will just start from the beginning.

Friday: I was supposed to meet my new guy at the beach club Friday night but he totally stood me up. I didn’t really care though.We texted, and at some point I thought well since he didn’t show up I won’t text him anymore for the night, and when he said text me when you wake up, I replied I won’t… then he texted back something like is everything ok, how are you and I didn’t reply right away, and then later told him I met new friends. He instantly texted back: New boyfriend? 😦 I explained that a guy stepped on my foot  & then bought me a drink, that’s all… I still had a good time at the beach club & my friends came anyways. I also met another new  guy who had the cutest accent, exchanged numbers.

Saturday: Me & old guy (the guy) walk into the beach bar at the same time around noon, but from different sides of the entrance so we are facing each other when we walk in, funny… My new guy came over after an hour or so or 2 and he kissed me on the cheek as if he was greeting a friend, hmmm, weird… We talked a bit & my old guy must have been looking at us because my new guy was looking at the old guy too, weird…

He buys me a drink, we chat a bit and he says he has to go run errands for his sister’s pool party that evening which he invited me to… The funny thing is he tells me come walk me out, and doesn’t give me a kiss, says “not here” (RED FLAG) and we have a quick kiss on the lips goodbye.

Old guy is still looking well yummy & it’s hard not to find someone you slept with already attractive again when you are spending 8 hours together at the beach in your swimwear. Saturday party at the beach club was amazing, loved every minute of it! My girlfriends were there too.

Sunday Funday: We were at our fave place all day long again. My new guy texted me Where are you at some point & since I’m having a good time, I don’t open the message or respond right away… I reply 3 hours later saying AT THE BEACH CLUB, IT’S CRAY to annoy him a bit & almost in that How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days way… We don’t text again…

I met my new guy friends there by accident (recent ones, I met almost a month ago or so)  and I actually find 1 attractive & flirt with him & he flirts back. Overall have an epic time. I also spend some time with the tourist guy that stepped on my foot on Friday night & well I am getting a lot of attention from a lot of different guys so I can have my pick now. Not in a hurry to choose anyone yet though.

Yesterday I liked my old guy’s insta photo from yesterday just to mindfuck back with him since he pulled that on me last week. In return he likes 6 of my photos from the weekend from the beach bar this morning – interesting…What will happen next? I have no clue!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

7/30 Complete

I have completed 7 days of No Contact Rule even though we were at the same place last weekend.

Difficulty Level 2/10

I would say 1/10 but he looks SO damn good right now! It was super easy to ignore him, I only looked at him a couple of time out of all day long being at the same place. That was Sat & Sunday.

On Monday he liked a bunch on my Instagram photos from the weekend even though I unfollowed him on Insta & unliked some recent photos. – This is a total mindfuck; a friend of mine said he still wants you to think of him… I blocked him on Snapchat & Viber but not on other social media accounts even though we aren’t FB friends or follow each other anymore.

New guy update: We met on Saturday and he wanted to see me that evening, Sunday evening, Monday night, and Tuesday night…. I am one of those people that needs to take it slow if I actually really like someone. Then they go through a set of tests, levels they have to pass, once they do, and I’m sure I like a person then the speed of how things go doesn’t really matter anymore. It sounds like a long process but it actually isn’t, I guess it takes 2-3 dates…

Anyways I cancelled Monday night date, and he still kept on texting me daily and then finally asked me on Tuesday when is it possible to see me again. I said weekend, and he said ok babe, and that was perfect! Since then our texting has been awesome and everything is going great. I think we are exactly on the same page.

Tonight I’m going out to an awesome beach party event and my friends are joining me there and he is coming with his friends as well so it should be a good time. I wanted a group event instead of 1 on 1 because I wanna be sure about him… Saturday by the time we met, I was already a few drinks in…