So it’s been 2 weeks since my last post & this is short little update since then. I saw him in person during last weekend on September/ 1st weekend of October. Nothing happened on Saturday or Sunday. I haven’t really received texts from him either lately, but I have sent him a few here & there.
I always know what the silence means, by now I have learned that it means he is interested in someone new or is seeing someone new or has a girlfriend. My intuition is always spot on & I end up guessing who it is & then I find about it online somehow by accident always.
Oddly enough this time around I am happy for him, because if he is seeing or dating who I think he is seeing/dating then I absolutely approve this time around. This girl is way better than his last, which I really didn’t like at all.
I am one of those crazy honest people so of course I told him that via text. I do hope that now we can form a real friendship & be cool with 1 another. So now I am officially leaving it alone, although I have been in that mode for some time now. I did manage to get over all my anger about him recently too.
I am in this mood of really wanting to find the right guy right now & I want to be treated really well, like I deserve to be treated. I sort of don’t want to settle for anything less. I am not in a hurry to meet a guy, but open to meeting 1. Of course I can be crazy picky, but if I feel a connection with someone, there’s a chance it can go somewhere.
Excited for what’s ahead because it’s unknown & mysterious & full of beautiful possibilities.
Love, J XOXO