He is texting me Every Day now!

Oh wow, the tables have definitely turned. So now he us texting me every day & sending me hot photos.

He also asked me to be friends with benefits but I told him that I’m not interested right now as I like someone & wanna see where it goes.

I even told him that it’s time for me to stop dicking around as I’m about to turn 35 & that I changed my mind about kids; I do wanna have them…

And you would think that that would turn him off but nooooooo, not this guy, he is still texting me.

Let’s see what happens next…

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New Texts….The Silent Treatment

So it’s been 2 weeks since my last post & this is short little update since then. I saw him in person during last weekend on September/ 1st weekend of October. Nothing happened on Saturday or Sunday. I haven’t really received texts from him either lately, but I have sent him a few here & there.

I always know what the silence means, by now I have learned that it means he is interested in someone new or is seeing someone new or has a girlfriend. My intuition is always spot on & I end up guessing who it is & then I find about it online somehow by accident always.

Oddly enough this time around I am happy for him, because if he is seeing or dating who I think he is seeing/dating then I absolutely approve this time around. This girl is way better than his last, which I really didn’t like at all.

I am one of those crazy honest people so of course I told him that via text. I do hope that now we can form a real friendship & be cool with 1 another.  So now I am officially leaving it alone, although I have been in that mode for some time now. I did manage to get over all my anger about him recently too.

I am in this mood of really wanting to find the right guy right now & I want to be treated really well, like I deserve to be treated. I sort of don’t want to settle for anything less. I am not in a hurry to meet a guy, but open to meeting 1. Of course I can be crazy picky, but if I feel a connection with someone, there’s a chance it can go somewhere.

Excited for what’s ahead because it’s unknown & mysterious & full of beautiful possibilities.


XOXO
Love, J

Just updates….on same guy

He was texting me every day for 2 weeks then it sort of slowed down to minimal because he pretty much told me when I’m ready to hit him up.

I had to work through my anger, and I had shit ton of it inside & it’s finally gone.

Nothing has happened yet… There was like a long break where we didn’t see each other – maybe 4 or 5 weeks or so. So this past weekend, we finally saw each other.

Oddly enough before I saw him, my physical attraction for him was crazy wild, dunno why. Then when I saw him, I just thought oh, ok. Like he’s ok but nothing like before. Must be something about the Love/Hate balance who knows…

I am defo focused on me now & have a lot going on so Life is defo Good at the moment 🙂

Peace, Love, Fall XOXO

Update on “this guy”

I know I said I would talk about something else and don’t worry I’m about to get into that, and yes I’m still on the lookout for a new man but I also think it’s only right to keep writing updates on this past guy since there are still some updates there.

We texted almost every day this week, but just briefly. Basically he wants to see me again and told me to let him know when I’m ready for that. I said ok.

Last night I found out from his friend that he isn’t dating that girl anymore. She basically started with: “Do you know that X & Y aren’t together anymore?” “I said I don’t care.” She wanted to know what happened with us, how long it’s been going for, all the details, I already told her in short what happened via texts recently when I asked her if he’s dating that girl, so I’m not sure why she asked me again. I told her to ask him, and she said he will never tell me, and I said “Exactly!”

After that conversation I felt same as him in regards to that, as in I really didn’t wanna talk about us (again) to people. It’s nobody’s business but ours, but of course I let my closest friends know about it because what are friends for after all.

There was 1 very strange incident that happened last night that I noticed but didn’t care about – As we were sitting at the bar, drinking and talking with people, she flipped my phone cover to check the front of my phone……Who does that?? My thought was maybe she is texting with his ex girl and updating her about me, and was looking to find texts from him on my phone. You see she is friends with the recent ex, but she did also said I don’t care about her friendship recently, but I’m not sure how much of that is true.

So I’m just a bit cautious now because I don’t really know what’s going on. Maybe he and this girl broke up 3 weeks ago since she came alone to the bar last 2 Saturdays. Maybe they are in a long distance relationship now and made plans to see each other soon. I’m not sure because I haven’t asked anyone, not even him.

I did however post this as my FB status a few days ago: “I wonder if your girlfriend knows that you are still texting me – she must approve, I would too 😂” and of course I set it as a public post coz I got nothing to hide. My guess is by then they were already broken up though, but again, who knows…

That’s that for now. Next blog post will be on a lot of other things.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Back to Normal…

I texted him…you know when you just need some lame excuse to say something so you can text in hopes of maybe making the situation better, well I tried for that & it worked because we were back to fun & flirting…

He said I was being stupid (he is referring to my Week of D R A M A post) & that I owe him one, I admit to being a bit stupid & say he owes me 1 too.

He wanted me to send him a hot photo, I said no you send, he said I’ll send if you send bla bla but I was busy so I told him I’ll surprise you which didn’t work lol then I told him I would for fucking sure if I could & left him hanging at Why can’t you?

But before that he asked where I was & I honestly should have replied with “playing checkers w/ your g/f & guess who’s winning” total inside joke relating to this August Wednesday & more details on that Wed here

Anyways back to the naughty photo. I was texting with 1 of my girlfriends & was telling her how I miss the fun sexy side of him & then came up with random hot photo idea which is also a prank in a way.

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I saw these & told my friend I would order them & them take a sexy photo & send it to him. Another joke really about him saying we are just friends a few weeks ago…if he was a good boy I would totally order these below, but he doesn’t deserve! 😂😂😂

EYHO

My friend said I nave a naughty side to me, I replied the right kind of asshole bring it out of me…

Anyways I was pretty happy all night & was amazed at how quickly he could turn me on. I defo miss all the fun & sexy parts of what we used to have. Was thinking recently I wish I started blogging when this all started over a year ago coz there’s so much more to it…

If you wanna order any of the above items you can do that here: NO BRA CLUB They have a cool split installation payment plan option too.

 

 

Oh Monday…

I hate you…

Actually Monday was fine, apart from this:

I text him this morning via only app I haven’t blocked him on [Snapchat] – mainly because I didn’t even have it on my phone at the time… and I say I want us to be cool…

He is angry at me for stupid shit we went over already & honestly right now I have still overall more reason than him to be angry, but I hate anger & never see the point in holding onto to it. Last time we texted, I wanted to explode at him, but I took the higher road…

Anyways we texted morning/afternoon & he was mostly angry while I was cooler. That’s not even the issue – the issue is it’s the middle of the night & I can’t sleep coz that fuckhead & his anger is eating away at me…

I can’t get him/that off my mind. My current insomnia thoughts are, text him tomorrow/next day & ask if he wants to talk in person. I just want peace & nothing else.